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tHatChiCk18
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Location: California, United States
Birthday: 5/31/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: shopping, playing the guitar, piano, singing, chillaxinw/my friends, tennis, softball, PARTYING!, listening to music, and watever else
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
4/20/2003
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| after a few months hiatus, i think im finally ready to make an entry. the summer has ended and i have begun my third year of college. dayam! how freaking scary! anyways..to recap on my summer, it was a fairly good one. not one of the greatest but it sure had its high points. going on vacation was really good. it sorta helped to get through the loss of my dog, although the first few days absolutely sucked. after getting back from vacation i was pretty much a hermit and rarely saw any of the DIC (that sucked!!) a month later, i came back to santa cruz to go to summer school. although it sucked being in school, i got to hang out with the bubstar and the housies. ohh yeah and i got a job! haha two actually! im currently doing nothing at victoria's secret and am working tons of hours at circuit city in the customer service dept. its all good though. i like having a job, i think its gonna help me w/time management. my co-workers are absolutely cool too! so yeah thats about it. byee now! | | |
| today had to be the worst and hardest day of my life...i had to put my dog to sleep because i think she was in so much pain from the cancer...from this experience i dont think i can ever have a dog again..just seeing her go was horrible but at least she went painlessly and extremely fast...too fast...after being injected with the medicine..she was literally gone with one blink of the eye...i loved that dog and will continue to love her... i only hope this pain goes away...anyways im off to the east coast tommorow morning for vacation...ehh im not really looking forward to going..goodbye for now...
R.I.P. Bixy.... | | |
| its been a few months so i think i should update.. im still here in santa cruz and i really wanna go home now.. i guess there's nothing here for me now. everyone's home and its totally boring! ill be home tommorow so thats good. wowzers i can't believe that this year is over already! im gonna miss it. i think this has been one of the best years of my life and im sad its over. so many things happened this year.. moving into an apartment with pretty much strangers and ending up with great friends, friendship games, getting with that special guy who always makes me happy, isang himig, crazy fights, hangovers, birthdays, PCC, SCHOOL!! ahhh!!, deciding im in the wrong major, Team Solid, and just having fun.. dayam i will really miss it. i just hope that these last 2 years will just get better and better... i'm just glad its summer already..i can rest and relax! i'm so excited too, i'm gonna go to the east coast in 2 weeks..i can't wait! ok i must go cause im soooo bored byeeee... | | |
| so i got some of the worst news of my life recently and i dont really know how to deal with it. it gets me all choked up everytime i even think about it. so..my dog which i have had since the 5th grade is dying and there is nothing i can do about it. i feel so helpless. i dont think anyone really knows how much i love bixy. i know you must be saying dayam get over it..she's just a dog, but you're totally wrong. bixy is my like baby..from the 8th grade til college, bixy has slept in my room every single night, she would follow me around the house, wait til i got home at night, scratch on my door even though i wasnt home, wait to go to sleep until i got out of the shower, and just kept me company... and she's slowly fading away.. she's completely fine now but the cancer is gonna start kicking in and the vet says she's gonna start loosing weight.. and on top of that she has liquid in her lungs which makes her cough every so often.. i just feel so guilty sometimes, for leaving her... i wish i had more time!! dayam it!! i dont know what im gonna do anymore.. its going to be really different in the house now.. blah blah...sorry guys i just needed to vent.... | | |
| yay! life is good! soo yeah its time for an update.. haha so valentine's day last year was good.. got a call from that old high school friend and it was just like whoa! but this year was 10 times better than that haha... i dunno sorry to be sappy and cheesy but it is truly nice to be with someone you care about and have those feelings reciprocated..yeah it was just nice.. he's the bestest boyfriend ever!! im just thankful. ya know? we did the dinner/movie thing and he gave me everlasting roses, candy, and a cd mix he made..OoO and i got to watch the Wedding Date..it was all very cool..blah sorry if you dont wanna hear all that stuff.. haha ive been in that singles club way tooo long and it was my turn to try something new! besides that everything is going well...im in classes where everyone else seems to be failing as well... i just gotta step it up for finals! aahhh i hate the bio crap...i think im just gonna turn into a buisness major..ohh well screw bio! hahah on a brighter note! im going home this weekend! first time in like 2 months! it kinda sucks that its the weekend christine is coming up ohh well ill see her in sd during spring break and maybe she'll take me to the airport on monday! ohh ok i must stop lagging and get on w/my work! catch you guys later and i hope life is going well!!! | | |
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